tired and bored of myself- the blog i wrote in sleep because i had to!
the internet floods you with the thoughts and very often reminds of what i aim for, how i am distracting myself. hehe
my substack feed was all about
quotes. i am remembering i was once a quotes collector. here's what i found
You don't have ideas because you don't read.
You can't articulate ideas because you don't write.
You can't leverage ideas because you don't build.
You feel bored, anxious, or overwhelmed because your mind wants ideas to flow but you won't let them.
“Discipline is remembering who you said you wanted to be.”
The real reason you're tired all the time: It's not your workload. It's your open loops. The text you haven't answered. The apology you owe. The decision you're avoiding. The conversation you keep postponing. These run in the background of your mind all day, draining your battery. Close your loops. Watch your energy return. Mental clutter is more exhausting than physical work ever will be.
This reminds me, i don't want to play instagram game. I am not an instagram person, i am more of substack kind. a picture is worth thousand words maybe, but i like to express them in my words.
Stepfanie tyler blew my mind on substack.
You begin to understand that the fear of being misunderstood is the real prison—not the misunderstanding itself. The misunderstanding is just weather. But the fear is the cage you've been building around yourself, bar by bar, explanation by explanation.
Conclusion I want to start reading often on substack and stop scrolling on instagram.